A new change

"No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe"

It's 2am. I am all caught up in a mess.Wishing I could rewind and not attend fall semester this year. 

I have decided to focus on finishing this fall semester then take a break or maybe stop this college plan.

My heart isn't in college right now.

 Another thing to be stopped is my Nanny job. 
This family is my last job.
I will retire from being a Nanny in the summer of 2013.

I am sad at the thought of leaving three beautiful children again. 

I hate leaving out of their life.

I know in my heart that I need to do this. 

I need a new change.

breathe.

I felt the need to blog my thoughts. 

breathing, praying and seeking.

xoxo

-f

New day

Another new day

Today is Monday. This week is my last week of my first semester at college! I am so thankful that I made this far. I am college right now, in the library. My math class will start in a few. While waiting for my class, I should write a blog! It's a beautiful sunny day & windy. I think any weather with the sun shining bring more happiness to my day. I will be writing an essay today and tomorrow for competency exam in my English class. I love writing. Its the best feeling ever. I have a lot to blog about but SO little time. I'll come back and write another blog soon.  Have a happy day. Oh to mention I can't believe Christmas is coming SO soon! My whole family will be together this year, I am so excited!

xoxo,

Fanessa

late night check in

hello. 

Just checking out blogger-droid on my phone, I am excited about my blogspot & wanted to check it out from my phone. okay I must sleep. g'night.

xoxo

-f

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first blog- 6.7.2010

Hello.

This is my first blog and I am very new at this. I am looking forward to share my life on here & pour out my creativity with photography & more. I am looking forward to find more blogger who is creative & living their life to the fullest. 

Today started off very lazy hanging out in my messy room & loving my family. Tonight I went to the gym to do a step class with my friend Kelsie- first time back at the gym after two weeks! The class does me good. Looking forward to the gym tomorrow and everyday this week.

After I got home from step class, I went for a walk with my five year old sister, Grace during sunset. On our walk we decided to have mexican food for dinner, we walked to Rita's off on Wabash St. My sister & I love to eat out at Rita's, one of our favorite restaurants- especially on Wabash St. because it is a cute small place enough for about 27 people in the dining area. I had fish tacos with black beans on the side & water, Grace had "orange" rice, beans & water as usual. I enjoyed my date with my sister, she is growing up so fast. I can see the difference, she is maturing and just being her cute silly self. She is graduating from Preschool on Wednesday. Beautiful evening... looking forward for much more productive day tomorrow. 

Okay I am off to have a relaxing hot bath then to bed. G'night.

 I just have one question... how do I show the people I follow on my blog site? 

xoxo

-f