A new change

"No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe"

It's 2am. I am all caught up in a mess.Wishing I could rewind and not attend fall semester this year. 

I have decided to focus on finishing this fall semester then take a break or maybe stop this college plan.

My heart isn't in college right now.

 Another thing to be stopped is my Nanny job. 
This family is my last job.
I will retire from being a Nanny in the summer of 2013.

I am sad at the thought of leaving three beautiful children again. 

I hate leaving out of their life.

I know in my heart that I need to do this. 

I need a new change.

breathe.

I felt the need to blog my thoughts. 

breathing, praying and seeking.

xoxo

-f